Homework days and Sundays always get me down

Nov 14, 2010 12:53

I am supposed to be doing my homework. You'd think after all these years of being a college student I'd have developed some sort of discipline about it by now. But, sadly, I have not. Homework is just not fun. No matter the subject.

I have had a turbulent emotion weekend. What with the unpleasant stuff on Friday, my father in law being sick and in the hospital, and just feeling un-good in my brain is all culminating in me just wanting to blow the responsibilities of the day off. I'd rather be in my kitchen making beef stew to put in the crock pot for dinner tonight. I'd rather be cleaning the bathroom. I'd just rather be doing ANYTHING to not be doing homework.

The weather is beautiful outside today. I think its a conspiracy. I've been a little obsessive about watching the bird feeder since I've had some gorgeous visitors lately and now I am trying to figure out the best way to get good shots of them with my camera. Speaking of which, I am learning a lot about my camera and about how to shoot specific things with it. I've been reading up on post processing stuff using Adobe bridge and Photoshop. Its been really educational.

Chris is taking out the air conditioner from the bedroom window today and trying to avoid the big hairy spiders that inevitably make a nice comfy home under it each year. So, I don't even have the excuse of the distraction of my husband to use.

Sigh.

I slept a really long time last night. Then after getting up this morning, I went back to sleep for another hour and a half. I've been feeling really tired out. I think probably its because I am feeling kinda sad...or at least thats what I am blaming it on. I see my psych RN this coming week so I'll check in with her. May be I am having an episode...although it certainly is not the manic kind...as was "diagnosed" by a particular jerk.

Well, I should probably get something accomplished, whether its homework or something else.

Can you tell I am completely underwhelmed?

life, mah brain, mood

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