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In OTHER news................
I quit smoking as of today. It's kinda rough but I'm making it.
I've been playing my guitar alot lately for some peace. Seems to relieve the stress.
I went to give my resume to Accident Reconstruction today because I was recommended for the graphic side of things. And I heard back from Crawdad prints. Megan put in a good word for me when she left there, and Harland likes me and the stuff he's seen of mine. I start tomorrow at Ruby Tuesdays. When I hear back from the Accident Recontruction place, I'll make a choice on those two and work at Ruby Tuesday's part time.
Things are going great with Amanda, except she's innocent and I'm not. I'm kind of scared to break her of that. I'd feel like the dirty lesbian that turns her. So I'm battling that. We aren't "dating" cause I've kept it kind of slow for the time being.
Kim is still calling. She still loves me and I still feel "something" for her, just don't know what. Talk about bad girls. Damn. I just don't know if I could go through with that again. We've tried it twice and shit always gets fucked up. Sex is great, the passion is great, the deepness of love is great...but something's always missing.
I am kind of tired of going out here lately. Something about watching tv or movies with friends has gotten me. Me, Erika, Julia, and Chris wound up drinking and listening to Bob Marley and some OLD ass hippy rock. Reminds me of the old days. It seems that any new friends I make, there are always issues and we don't stay friends for long. I always go back to the same ones. I'm content with that. I'm still the rocker punk kid I always was, it's just usually hidden under a layer and fakeness for everyone else. I'm tired of it. Old Sky is back. Watch out!
I'm sure there's more news but I feel mind fucked at the moment.
I quit smoking as of today. It's kinda rough but I'm making it.
I've been playing my guitar alot lately for some peace. Seems to relieve the stress.
I went to give my resume to Accident Reconstruction today because I was recommended for the graphic side of things. And I heard back from Crawdad prints. Megan put in a good word for me when she left there, and Harland likes me and the stuff he's seen of mine. I start tomorrow at Ruby Tuesdays. When I hear back from the Accident Recontruction place, I'll make a choice on those two and work at Ruby Tuesday's part time.
Things are going great with Amanda, except she's innocent and I'm not. I'm kind of scared to break her of that. I'd feel like the dirty lesbian that turns her. So I'm battling that. We aren't "dating" cause I've kept it kind of slow for the time being.
Kim is still calling. She still loves me and I still feel "something" for her, just don't know what. Talk about bad girls. Damn. I just don't know if I could go through with that again. We've tried it twice and shit always gets fucked up. Sex is great, the passion is great, the deepness of love is great...but something's always missing.
I am kind of tired of going out here lately. Something about watching tv or movies with friends has gotten me. Me, Erika, Julia, and Chris wound up drinking and listening to Bob Marley and some OLD ass hippy rock. Reminds me of the old days. It seems that any new friends I make, there are always issues and we don't stay friends for long. I always go back to the same ones. I'm content with that. I'm still the rocker punk kid I always was, it's just usually hidden under a layer and fakeness for everyone else. I'm tired of it. Old Sky is back. Watch out!
I'm sure there's more news but I feel mind fucked at the moment.