well, ok, so, RANDOM JOURNAL ENTRY
i mean POURQUOI PAS? ¿PORQUÉ NO? Why not??? I feel like writing but I've no clue what. Let's be pensive....
let's do this Adrienne Style, hmmm..... *thinking up an adrienne style*
(bored, lol, can you tell?)
well, lets start BIG and get little. what's big? The universe duh. As far as I know, it's still there.
What's next? Life on earth. Global Warming, pollution, dead deer, lots of them, decreasing biodiversity. Some good people out there striving for world peace, my heros I sideways heart them.
And Then..... Life in the U.S. I Dislike Bush. And his policies. War On Terror, makes me frustrated, trouble en France, oh la la!, War on drugs, makes me confused. some person's life was saved by a fireman. Gods bless mircales, if a fireman saved my 7 yr old cousin I'd kiss him/her smack on the lips!
After that is NYS. Snow :-D, sucky drivers test givers who failed me :-( :-p reshecduled drivers test 12/20, WISH ME LUCK!!!
So we come to ME....can't complain, Life's treating me good, Knock on wood, and it's been nice. AP history's a bit of a stress-causer b/c you have to stay after 2X a week and that means theres a double HW asignment 2X a week, but meh, already 1 MP through, and not doing too bad. Wicked worried about SAT and Chem Regents, but well I try, c'est tout. My job kinda sucks but then again it rocks b/c it's so relaxed, so I'm not gonna do anything there. I give up on trying for track. My dad's an asshole, no physical I've already missed quite a bit, hectic holiday work schedule, just meh, letting it go. MAybe spring, b/c i might not have a job come march, so idk, kinda hopeful but not too much so. Errm, I do kinda wanna get rid of these last 2 or 3 pounds and inch around my belly, b/c I want my belly button pierced really bad and you gotta feel good about it to show it off. I'm working on that, but dont worry, im not wigging out b/c i know im not overweight, yada ya ya Lissa and Sam both have their first 'real' boyfriends, it's exciting!! lol I"m wicked happy for them, I know they've been waiting for it and oh yeah who's good and said they'd get one by the time they were 16? that'd be me, merci beacoup! umm, hmm, Well my great grandma wants to sell me her car but then again she's independent so, i bet she doesn't really want to it's just the winter. I want a car, Im planning to have one by august, and I guess if it's a good deal I'll take it but I want a little car that's good on gas and idk, it has to be good you know? it's a first car, lol, c'mon.
Umm Tom came home, I saw him 4 times in 2 weeks! That's crazy lots for me and i laugh but at the same time it's sad to say I saw my boyfriend 3 times in 5 days and it was an unusual experiece :-\
:-D he's worth it though, I heart him lots. I have discovered however that it's really really hard to say goodbye to him when I know he's going away, as compared to saying goodbye when I know Im going to call him in 2 days
Oh and yeah ok (Plz don't think im a slut, or a loserpants, or a weirdo, or a prude, or well try not to) so we don't move so fast when it comes to, erm, physical affections? still at base 1 (which makes me a loser according to some girls, ;-) , just like wearing baggy pants makes me a scumbag according to some girls lol ) which I don't really mind. I think im like leonard and take my cues from the other, b/c I went relatively fast with Jim, and kind of stalemated with leonard and now I go slow. It's a comfortable slow, which is what matters. but now we're talking about sleepovers and ok, it doesn't scare me b/c I know Im not going to do anything I don't want to, and no one can make me, and I trust Tom not to try anything, but for some reason I kinda idk. I talked to him and we're waiting at least for after the holidays, b/c I asked to. I know i know, loserish, but at the least it'll go over easier with my folks that way I think. I also think i can get them to let me. But im not going to try until later because idk, it doesn't seem right at this moment. I mean we go wicked slow and all of a sudden, sleepover? I know it doesn't have to be anything at all, or it could be everything, but idk, just, blah, me lol. I'm a weirdo
golly gee I can ramble on and on lol Sorry bout that.
let's do this Adrienne Style, hmmm..... *thinking up an adrienne style*
(bored, lol, can you tell?)
well, lets start BIG and get little. what's big? The universe duh. As far as I know, it's still there.
What's next? Life on earth. Global Warming, pollution, dead deer, lots of them, decreasing biodiversity. Some good people out there striving for world peace, my heros I sideways heart them.
And Then..... Life in the U.S. I Dislike Bush. And his policies. War On Terror, makes me frustrated, trouble en France, oh la la!, War on drugs, makes me confused. some person's life was saved by a fireman. Gods bless mircales, if a fireman saved my 7 yr old cousin I'd kiss him/her smack on the lips!
After that is NYS. Snow :-D, sucky drivers test givers who failed me :-( :-p reshecduled drivers test 12/20, WISH ME LUCK!!!
So we come to ME....can't complain, Life's treating me good, Knock on wood, and it's been nice. AP history's a bit of a stress-causer b/c you have to stay after 2X a week and that means theres a double HW asignment 2X a week, but meh, already 1 MP through, and not doing too bad. Wicked worried about SAT and Chem Regents, but well I try, c'est tout. My job kinda sucks but then again it rocks b/c it's so relaxed, so I'm not gonna do anything there. I give up on trying for track. My dad's an asshole, no physical I've already missed quite a bit, hectic holiday work schedule, just meh, letting it go. MAybe spring, b/c i might not have a job come march, so idk, kinda hopeful but not too much so. Errm, I do kinda wanna get rid of these last 2 or 3 pounds and inch around my belly, b/c I want my belly button pierced really bad and you gotta feel good about it to show it off. I'm working on that, but dont worry, im not wigging out b/c i know im not overweight, yada ya ya Lissa and Sam both have their first 'real' boyfriends, it's exciting!! lol I"m wicked happy for them, I know they've been waiting for it and oh yeah who's good and said they'd get one by the time they were 16? that'd be me, merci beacoup! umm, hmm, Well my great grandma wants to sell me her car but then again she's independent so, i bet she doesn't really want to it's just the winter. I want a car, Im planning to have one by august, and I guess if it's a good deal I'll take it but I want a little car that's good on gas and idk, it has to be good you know? it's a first car, lol, c'mon.
Umm Tom came home, I saw him 4 times in 2 weeks! That's crazy lots for me and i laugh but at the same time it's sad to say I saw my boyfriend 3 times in 5 days and it was an unusual experiece :-\
:-D he's worth it though, I heart him lots. I have discovered however that it's really really hard to say goodbye to him when I know he's going away, as compared to saying goodbye when I know Im going to call him in 2 days
Oh and yeah ok (Plz don't think im a slut, or a loserpants, or a weirdo, or a prude, or well try not to) so we don't move so fast when it comes to, erm, physical affections? still at base 1 (which makes me a loser according to some girls, ;-) , just like wearing baggy pants makes me a scumbag according to some girls lol ) which I don't really mind. I think im like leonard and take my cues from the other, b/c I went relatively fast with Jim, and kind of stalemated with leonard and now I go slow. It's a comfortable slow, which is what matters. but now we're talking about sleepovers and ok, it doesn't scare me b/c I know Im not going to do anything I don't want to, and no one can make me, and I trust Tom not to try anything, but for some reason I kinda idk. I talked to him and we're waiting at least for after the holidays, b/c I asked to. I know i know, loserish, but at the least it'll go over easier with my folks that way I think. I also think i can get them to let me. But im not going to try until later because idk, it doesn't seem right at this moment. I mean we go wicked slow and all of a sudden, sleepover? I know it doesn't have to be anything at all, or it could be everything, but idk, just, blah, me lol. I'm a weirdo
golly gee I can ramble on and on lol Sorry bout that.