Your halo slipping down-to choke you now
so fun and exciting in my life lol
Erm, actually not, but it's thursday night, i just saw An awesomeplay at the Theater which I loved! I love the theater sooo much, it's just magical to me, I wish I had the guts to be a part of it :-\
AAAANNNDDD This weekend was long awaited for me! PSATs which I just want out of the way, Homecoming with my Hott Date ;-) and then my first day of work! And some surprisey thing that Tom doesn't care would make him late going backt to college for? IDK, cool I guess? Just an anticipated weekend, and I think that my year is starting to pick up the pace a bit, which rocks hard! It was going slow before. I just feel like everything is falling into place and I'm finally at a good pace to getting on with LIFE! I mean really, right now it stands as: Work, Study, do well on SAT's the AP test and the Regents'. Get a car by this summer, pick out the colleges, apply at them. Apply for foriegn exchange just 365 days from now, hopefully get chosen *fingers crossed* Delay my entry a year at my college, get through a fun goof off senoir year, graduate and cry and say goodbye and all that good shit, go away for a year abroad!!!!! What I've wanted to do for YEARS!!!!! go to the college I like for 4 years, hit the Peace Corps maybe?, and then BAM I'm out on my own to do precisly what I want. It seems so close, yet so far. It's what, 7 years from now until the choice of peace corps or wandering the world. OMG wandering the world, that gives me the shivers to be able to type!
*deep content sigh* But for right now, I have a slight hitch, pretruding from the emotion side of "life-the plan" if you will. I see Mike Robinson rather often, and he's broken the record previously held by Squirrel Freshman, our own Eric Leonard. 3 years since I met this guy, and he asks me 'do I have any chance at all?' That's kinda creepy, a little touching, very good at making me uneasy. I was hoping we could just be better friends and hang our more oftena nd such, I do like him, he's a good friend. So I pulled a tried and true Rank tactic. I wrote him a letter. I'm nearly ashamed of myself for it. Key word, nearly. I had no clue what else to do, so well I gave him a letter. I did my best to explain, and I hope this all just fades a bit, I'm happy where I am right now, with Tom, though I wish I saw him more often, and with school and friends and everything.
On another note, I'm sure it's all in hand, I'm not going to worry over it. Things are too smooth going right now for something not to errupt soon (probably ironically, during my long anticipated weekend) but when it comes up I'll handle it and hope it's not something bad.
Erm, actually not, but it's thursday night, i just saw An awesomeplay at the Theater which I loved! I love the theater sooo much, it's just magical to me, I wish I had the guts to be a part of it :-\
AAAANNNDDD This weekend was long awaited for me! PSATs which I just want out of the way, Homecoming with my Hott Date ;-) and then my first day of work! And some surprisey thing that Tom doesn't care would make him late going backt to college for? IDK, cool I guess? Just an anticipated weekend, and I think that my year is starting to pick up the pace a bit, which rocks hard! It was going slow before. I just feel like everything is falling into place and I'm finally at a good pace to getting on with LIFE! I mean really, right now it stands as: Work, Study, do well on SAT's the AP test and the Regents'. Get a car by this summer, pick out the colleges, apply at them. Apply for foriegn exchange just 365 days from now, hopefully get chosen *fingers crossed* Delay my entry a year at my college, get through a fun goof off senoir year, graduate and cry and say goodbye and all that good shit, go away for a year abroad!!!!! What I've wanted to do for YEARS!!!!! go to the college I like for 4 years, hit the Peace Corps maybe?, and then BAM I'm out on my own to do precisly what I want. It seems so close, yet so far. It's what, 7 years from now until the choice of peace corps or wandering the world. OMG wandering the world, that gives me the shivers to be able to type!
*deep content sigh* But for right now, I have a slight hitch, pretruding from the emotion side of "life-the plan" if you will. I see Mike Robinson rather often, and he's broken the record previously held by Squirrel Freshman, our own Eric Leonard. 3 years since I met this guy, and he asks me 'do I have any chance at all?' That's kinda creepy, a little touching, very good at making me uneasy. I was hoping we could just be better friends and hang our more oftena nd such, I do like him, he's a good friend. So I pulled a tried and true Rank tactic. I wrote him a letter. I'm nearly ashamed of myself for it. Key word, nearly. I had no clue what else to do, so well I gave him a letter. I did my best to explain, and I hope this all just fades a bit, I'm happy where I am right now, with Tom, though I wish I saw him more often, and with school and friends and everything.
On another note, I'm sure it's all in hand, I'm not going to worry over it. Things are too smooth going right now for something not to errupt soon (probably ironically, during my long anticipated weekend) but when it comes up I'll handle it and hope it's not something bad.