and now for this mood...
apparently now theres something 'i should know' as always, and Im dreading today because Tom's coming over to bake (LOL, dont ask) and I have to talk to him about some stuff, I look back on it now and it doesn't reallly affect me all that much but still gotta ask him some things, just, whatever. just going to handle it and keep going with my summer.
this kinda happens a lot, I'll be going along, *doo dee doo doo doo* and BAM, turns out 'theres something I should know' from carla and matt (noticed how it's always you? lol, i appreciate it though i guess, well, you know what I mean) someones lied to me, my actions dont match my words, info's been withheld from me, something. I never had this problem when I just ignored boys. I should go back to that, in fact, after this summer there will be no reason for me not to go back to that, so I think I'm going to plan that. I've said that before, but this time, really, I cant think of a reason after this summer for me not to, so there we have it.
I should have expected it because right below is an entry about how i had an awesome few days, always gotta be careful about feeling like your on top of the world. It can lead to goodness knows what, usually fucking tears. I dont care how btter that sounds right now either, it s the way it seems to me right now
this kinda happens a lot, I'll be going along, *doo dee doo doo doo* and BAM, turns out 'theres something I should know' from carla and matt (noticed how it's always you? lol, i appreciate it though i guess, well, you know what I mean) someones lied to me, my actions dont match my words, info's been withheld from me, something. I never had this problem when I just ignored boys. I should go back to that, in fact, after this summer there will be no reason for me not to go back to that, so I think I'm going to plan that. I've said that before, but this time, really, I cant think of a reason after this summer for me not to, so there we have it.
I should have expected it because right below is an entry about how i had an awesome few days, always gotta be careful about feeling like your on top of the world. It can lead to goodness knows what, usually fucking tears. I dont care how btter that sounds right now either, it s the way it seems to me right now