so wicked bored lol
soooo bored, can't sleep, but gotta due to bio regents tomorrow, blahhh!!!!
erm, idk, feeling kinda confused, little unsure what exactly I'm suppose to do, but it's a play by ear thing, or at least it is now.
People pissed me off really easily today, and idk, i don't think it was PMS, not exactly the right time for it, so I better settle and clear my head to think good. So yeah, holy sugar, wtf just grr and The rest goes into the paper one because it works better for me and Im not sure I trust the private button on here lol.
hate to hit on this topic again, but um, ahh? I hate not knowing where I stand, and this is why I never tell anyone, and I hate to think what he's gotta be saying to himself right now, probably how much of a fucking weirdo loser I am, I don't like not being able to just shove it aside and forget, Im hating this whole whoops, this is really awkward isn't it and I hate this waiting on the edge feeling, whether its wishful thinkin gor not, something right around the corner its gonna happen and be big and I want it to happen, but I don't because man have I had bad luck with it all before and yeah, why would you willingly put yourself through this?????? (kinda laugh, but not really this isn't fun)
(there's lol, at myself mostly)
erm, idk, feeling kinda confused, little unsure what exactly I'm suppose to do, but it's a play by ear thing, or at least it is now.
People pissed me off really easily today, and idk, i don't think it was PMS, not exactly the right time for it, so I better settle and clear my head to think good. So yeah, holy sugar, wtf just grr and The rest goes into the paper one because it works better for me and Im not sure I trust the private button on here lol.
hate to hit on this topic again, but um, ahh? I hate not knowing where I stand, and this is why I never tell anyone, and I hate to think what he's gotta be saying to himself right now, probably how much of a fucking weirdo loser I am, I don't like not being able to just shove it aside and forget, Im hating this whole whoops, this is really awkward isn't it and I hate this waiting on the edge feeling, whether its wishful thinkin gor not, something right around the corner its gonna happen and be big and I want it to happen, but I don't because man have I had bad luck with it all before and yeah, why would you willingly put yourself through this?????? (kinda laugh, but not really this isn't fun)
(there's lol, at myself mostly)