Still Unbroken
Bleeding pump to a spilling smile
Desires undesired so close at hand
Can't reach what I have
Holding what's not mine
Crying, bleeding loathing spine
Death with a smile
It will not come
It cannot come
Broken here at everlast
With what I want and needing more
Touching, stroking, lusting, busting
Still a steady hand scratching out my eyes
Forbidden fruits that I can fight
Punching, kicking, beaten down
I lie wheezing at a mirror
Twisting in my blood pile
My water sac I yet loathe
Beguiling smile of my unknown
Kicking, screaming, dying to get out
I still sit within and wrinkle up
Wrinkle up inside my skin
Passion at my fingertips
And yet I loathe
I love
I hate
It's all me
Simply, my own stupidity looking back at me in the mirror.