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i feel like at some point over the course of this ummer i went fucking braindead. i sit at work and absolutley nothing productive leaves my body, i do absolutley nothing. i occassionally post a stupid fucking livejournal and think about what i could do. then i check some random internet things email some people and then say fuck it. im going home. now that i dont drink i just sit around, watch movies, sell pot, smoke pot, pick up things to eat, clean...shit like that. booo---rrrinnnggg(AH)
i used to make lists of things to do and have deadline and all that shit but its hard to enforce your won laws on yourself.
BUNK! all i have to do is fucking pack and leave!!
adkahdlkahkwghepkqehgpqgkqegke fuckballscockshitnshit
this whole sober thing is bothering me a lot right now. i thought i would turn back into this healthy motivated productive person in the matter of days. not so. my skin is clearing up. i have a more healthy appetite. i sleep a bit more than i need to, but ive been falling asleep fast and waking up slightly easier. i can think more clearly nad remember things a little better, not being intoxicated has an amazing way of keeping your belongings where they belong.
i used to make lists of things to do and have deadline and all that shit but its hard to enforce your won laws on yourself.
BUNK! all i have to do is fucking pack and leave!!
adkahdlkahkwghepkqehgpqgkqegke fuckballscockshitnshit
this whole sober thing is bothering me a lot right now. i thought i would turn back into this healthy motivated productive person in the matter of days. not so. my skin is clearing up. i have a more healthy appetite. i sleep a bit more than i need to, but ive been falling asleep fast and waking up slightly easier. i can think more clearly nad remember things a little better, not being intoxicated has an amazing way of keeping your belongings where they belong.