Sep 12, 2005 13:56
ok this is just a short intermiession to stop and tell myself that everything is going to be ok.
"everything is goign to be OK"
my stomach is in a knot. my eyes are watering. my head is spinning.
i am at work and ihave gotten little done but what news is that.
i need to do my resume, cv and cover letter for about a million jobs.
i have a lot to do and things are pecing together slowly. very slowly.
this is the harshest time of your life, that no one tells you about.
the part where you realize your about to turn 25, you have to get a job, pay your loans and stop fucking around. not neccessarily in that order. i have so many opportunities and i dont know where to start.
but, this is where.
WORK! ahh just do it.
i am meeting with my boss in about an hour to refresh myself.
then on wed i am going to career services.
i am finising up my thesis to be printed, i am set to print asap.
then i get set to publish.
apply for jobs this month and next.
get leads on those - start looking for houses/apts.
clean up apt- get rid of shit/ storage
keep up on bills
stay healthy etc etc.
ok thats what on my mind. now back to work. girl.