Dec 18, 2006 15:35
i dont know who to beg anymore....you, or god...but it feels so empty...like neither pay too much mind to me begging.
i need them to. ive been sitting here crying since i woke up today.
im completely incomplete.
i cant do this anymore.
i cant be this...i cant be balled on the floor of my room with no shoulder to lean on...
i cant..this wasnt supposed to happen
my light has been taken from me...i cant see the ground under my feet anymore. all i can see is my tears drowning out everything around me...im being mean to everyone...nobody wants to hang out me anymore...cause all i do is get upset and cry....and nothing can make me feel better...nothing at all...but the one thing has been taken from me...
i need it back...i need it back so bad...i NEED it back!!!