Jun 06, 2008 16:44
Interesting day I've been having.
My mom is in Kissimmee, by herself, because she and Patrick are fighting and so we didn't all go to Sea World like we were supposed to and she doesn't want to be around him right now. Also, my brother is officially being kicked out of the house to go live with my dad as soon as humanly possible.
I, finding this all highly unfair, spent most of the day crying. Then my mom called me and asked me if I would be happier in Gainesville, to which I readily said yes, but I don't have the money.
And so, she's seeing if she can front me the money. If all this works out, I'll be in Gainesville from the end of June till August. If the Sarasota thing works out on the 21st, I'll be going from there to Gville because Nick will be home for that week between Summers A and B. I've already talked to him and Chris about this and now I just have to ask Lyle if he's cool with me living in his room.
I realize that there are several people here reading this who are going to be upset with me for leaving like this, but understand, my other option is staying in this house where no one even pretends to like each other anymore.
I can't count the number of nights I've cried myself to sleep because I'd rather be anywhere but here. And I'm sorry if this means I get to see a lot of you a lot less than I'd like, but I'm at the end of the line here and I can't take it living here anymore. I'm sick of having to lock myself in my room to avoid the yelling, or leaving the house to get away from the tension.
So that's what I'm doing. I hope everyone understands, I have to do this, for me.