Oct 05, 2004 19:54
ya today was awsome man best time but why does every good day i have always have the same problems in it like i was watching all of them say bye as we dropped off ppl ya kno huggin and shit i dunno not liek i want a hug from them but i dunno im complaining about nothing i know but w/e i did this to myself w/e i had an awsome time i hope ashleys not still mad at me it was so awsome today i got to liek talk to her and shit and ive like never done that with her only like once or twice and its kool i guess im enough a friend now for her to talk to or she trusts me enough to know i wont make fun or judge her of w/e im a different person wen im tlakin serious with ppl im not all a joke like ppl think and somethings u tell me even if u think ill flip i wont i do that to be funny although somtimes i need to flip lol but i mean i dunno i cant tell ppl why i am me somtimes ive been thinkin latley and ive been down in the dumps about shit and its days liek today that make me remember one of the awsome friends i have and which i probably value the most theres 2 of my friends who i value out of all of them and that is ......and....... they no who they are not like they will ever read this but i dunno i used to think my other friends meant as much to me but they dont anymore b/c they change all the time and w/e i dunno ya im done i had a awsome day hoep to have another like it