thursday...
confused and not in the mood i want to be all day i see the same and it just gets to me at times i dunnno its all too hard so i read comments that ashley posted on others journals you now its funny how somtimes you think somthin is goin on but ur not sure i dunno im in the middle of a good day but a bad day in my own lil world i dont understand why friends cant be open wen somthings wrong i mean i dunno if ur upset and ur friend(s) arent around then why not call one if you need to i dont understand so much to a point i do but to another point its just ridiculous in a way im speakin in a hypocritical manner b/c i nvr told anyone wen shit was buggin me but this year is different b/c the friendships i have now are different i have the friendships i wanted well some of them but i dunno seeing all of my friends happy is wat i want to accomplish but i dont know how to go about doing that as of yet but victory will be mine lol i will find the answer and i will prevale lol ok ya im done