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why is it that what matters to me matters to noone else but me... prolly cuz i dont tell you people what matters to me... and in the end it just doesnt fucking matter!!!!!!!!
i have a few things that are nice to keep to myself... i hate it when someone HAS to fuckin touch me and when i bug i gotta bring up my past... if i dont bug its a good thing if i do bug... dont fuckin touch me cuz it makes me depressed as fuck...
you wanna know whats happened to me??? do you!!??? well... what the fuck does that matter to you!!!?? i try so hard to live like theres no tomorrow but when you all try to bring up shit thats been done with for years i know theres a fuckin tomorrow
i have my dreams just like you have yours!!! okay!!?? just cuz you might not be part of my dreams doesnt mean shit...
ive been crying ... dunno why... guess it doesnt matter why... but... its just one of those days... i wanna go to the military to get away and start a new life but... i dont cuz i cherish my friends.... my one wish before i leave is to go to the top of the statue of liberty and you know what???? im not bringing anyone along with me cuz i just might fuckin jump thats what some of you are doing to me... nahh i know someone id take... but that doesnt matter now does it??? apparently nothing that comes outta my mouth matters
'nothing really matters,anyone can see,nothing really matters,nothing really matters to me....'
i been listening to queen all week... its been makin me sad... makes me wonder who true friends are, makes me want to find someone to love, then again makes me wonder what love really is.... i think my goals for this year are
1) to lose at least 30 pounds so i CAN be the perfect person i wanna be
2) go to the city at least 5 times before i leave
3) to find love in the RIGHT place... cuz i been lookin for love in all the wrong places
4)earn every ones respect
5)find the true meaning of life
6)to find that empty spot in my heart that makes me ever so sad at times
i been super happy this year... and im happy for that but... theres still those days that i cry and have no idea why and then i realize theres sumptin missing but i dunno what,,, guess it doesnt matter now does it
i love you all... muah! god i just need someone to hold me
i have a few things that are nice to keep to myself... i hate it when someone HAS to fuckin touch me and when i bug i gotta bring up my past... if i dont bug its a good thing if i do bug... dont fuckin touch me cuz it makes me depressed as fuck...
you wanna know whats happened to me??? do you!!??? well... what the fuck does that matter to you!!!?? i try so hard to live like theres no tomorrow but when you all try to bring up shit thats been done with for years i know theres a fuckin tomorrow
i have my dreams just like you have yours!!! okay!!?? just cuz you might not be part of my dreams doesnt mean shit...
ive been crying ... dunno why... guess it doesnt matter why... but... its just one of those days... i wanna go to the military to get away and start a new life but... i dont cuz i cherish my friends.... my one wish before i leave is to go to the top of the statue of liberty and you know what???? im not bringing anyone along with me cuz i just might fuckin jump thats what some of you are doing to me... nahh i know someone id take... but that doesnt matter now does it??? apparently nothing that comes outta my mouth matters
'nothing really matters,anyone can see,nothing really matters,nothing really matters to me....'
i been listening to queen all week... its been makin me sad... makes me wonder who true friends are, makes me want to find someone to love, then again makes me wonder what love really is.... i think my goals for this year are
1) to lose at least 30 pounds so i CAN be the perfect person i wanna be
2) go to the city at least 5 times before i leave
3) to find love in the RIGHT place... cuz i been lookin for love in all the wrong places
4)earn every ones respect
5)find the true meaning of life
6)to find that empty spot in my heart that makes me ever so sad at times
i been super happy this year... and im happy for that but... theres still those days that i cry and have no idea why and then i realize theres sumptin missing but i dunno what,,, guess it doesnt matter now does it
i love you all... muah! god i just need someone to hold me