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hahaha i dunno y lol.. my hearts in my throat...why are you so beautiful? are you assuming im talkin bout you? you might be right but i guess youll just have to find out.... why can i be beautious like some peeple... im in love... i feel the need for a chick right now tho for some reason... nah fuck that i just need a hug... hahaha i got paid today i coulda had 204 but nooo they had to take out 34 so it was $170... but for me thas huge lol... big pay check for me used to be 100 lol... so im happy i guess... and im saving it.... cuz i need out... i dont want out i need out... lol... so im not touching it... i got 20 for the week and thas it so im not using it lol... fuck drugs and shit i need my money .... god i love him hahaha... watever... ya so im super bored cuz someone never came to my work to get me... hmmmmm... so now im stuck here bored *conciders calling someone* but wat would we do? i dont wanna drink/smoke so itd be pointless hmmmmm.... watever... im out til something happens.. lol... i kinda wanna get high.. i should kill myself for that... oh and... i gained 5 pounds hmmmm is that a sign? lol... i look like im gettin fat ugh... lol... i dont care tho... im a happy lil fucker! so it doesnt matter... god wont give me anything i cant handle ..... peace