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I visited Bethe today, its her birthday. It was draining but not as depressing as I thought it might be. We shared a drink and sitting there talking to her I felt warm and peaceful and actualy quite happy. I cant say how much I miss her. Im going to go back in november on the day she died. I'll mourn her unitl then. the Cemetary in parklawn is beautful, lots of wildlife because it connected to Rockcreek park. Its some place I would be happy to be buried. Serene and beautful. Im looking forward to our next visit.