Wow...................................
We haven't kissed for 4 days!! How does that happen?? Oh well..........A month ago if someone didn't kiss me everytime they saw me I would have thought they didn't like me. But now it's all different. I guess things like that are unexplainable. I actually feel so secure that things like that don't bother me, because I know I can kiss you whenever I want. I went to the doctor yesturday. I'm going on Wellbutrin. It sounds happy anyway. I've actually started doing homework. I'm getting shit back together. I realized that I couldn't just watch my life like a movie. I actually had to do things! So that is how everything has ended up. Oh and if you have ever tried to push someone who loves you out of your life let me tell you, it is the most difficult thing you will ever do.