Apr 13, 2005 23:29
You know, I probably haven't been writing to this journal as much as I should, I really could use it for quite a few things, but thats ok, you can't beat free right? I guess the reason I don't compose too much commentary on this bad boy killer is because I don't know what to tell, or who the fuck I'm talking to, much less if any bastard reads this shit. Well fuck it, they might be a bit dumber for reading my passages, but at least download the music that I put on here, trust me you will like most of it, or at least some. If not, press the delete key, and you will be that much smarter for that.
I really hope I hit my goal this summer, that would be badass, I really need that for college, that will help. I have to keep it up, no cokes, no candy, no sugar, no caffene, no booze, and I really want to quit smoking bud, I need to. My lungs are fucked. Thats really not good. I think I bought my last gram this week for a long as time to come. I need to try, what can it hurt? I've overcome more than that. Fuck bud, thats what I have to say, I'm too stoned for my own good right now. Its hard to realize faults when everyone around you influences you to keep using those outlets and take that path. Our El Paso society is pretty corrupt if you think about it, just sit back and look at what you do on a day to day basis. Sometimes its hard to see the truth in it all, whether it comes to alcohol, or food, or drugs, or gambling, or sex, or anything for that matter. Many people can't see beyond their little bubble, and dont see how far the world stretches, and how enormous it really is.
I'm Stoned, Now I need to write on this thing drunk.
-Philly Blizzunt
Graduation May 30, 2005 bitches
Bench 155, Reclined Squat Machine 270