Jesus titty fucking christ
After coming home from the concert and falling asleep around 2, I had one fucked up dream. I even had to swear because I couldn't think of any word that could better describe what visions came to me. First off, it was multiple dreams in a single dream. so I kept "waking up" just to find out, I'm still not awake. Dan Broderick, Bobert, Liv and I were coming home from Straybullets (w... t.. f...? Liv didn't even freaking come I asked myself, where the hell was chris?) So we pull to a road on the side to drop off Bobert... but It wasn't the street he lives on in real life which also confused the hell out of me. We drove up a windy dirt road. And at the end we literally were driving up a 90 degree angle. We all thought we would tip over, but appearently we made it to the house. We all got out for some reason. And we went to a pool in his backyard. I looked over at the house accross the way and see a well lit pool. four babies. One was in a tree... with rope... not just a rope... he had a noose around his neck and jumped out of the tree. Then one baby tied a weight to it's leg and jumped in the pool. the other two held guns to each other's head and ,POW! They killed each other! HOLY SHIT I WATCHED FOUR BABIES COMMIT SUICIDE! I looked back to everyone else in a shocked state, and everyones clothes were flashing on and off. I looked at myself and saw my clothes fading in and out of "reality" as well. I had to get the fuck out of dodge. I knew I was in a dream so I decided to jump of this mountain that Bobert lived on. That gave me one hell of a scare and "woke me up" I was in the car again. Bobert Dan Broderick and.. Liv? I started doubting my memory wondering if she really did come to the concert... I'm sorry self, she didn't come, I am fucking retarded and still in a dream. I was in a car I saw lips moving but no sounds. Looking at the forest out the window I saw vivid images. Again it was the freaking babies. But this time they weren't just far away and hard to see, they were freaking huge ass hallucinations in front of my eyes! ACH! I couldn't open the freaking door, there was a damn child lock on. I started screaming in my head! I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I kept trying to yell and soon I heard peoples voices and a small yelp came out. everyone looked over at me. I couldn't speak words, so I dived over to the other door, it opened. I tuck and rolled out of the car. Woke up in the car... again... Still Chris is there instead of Liv... Fucking dreams. I saw babies in the forest again, this time i just head butted the window, didn't wake up from that we passed a lake and i jumped out of the car. I could never paint to you, the image I saw. I guess the closest I could come would be to say a forest of dead children.
What in the world possessed me to see such fucked up images. What symbolism could these suicidal children hold? All i know is it scared the shit out of me, I have been up since 5:30, I can barely talk, and my ears are ringing.
What in the world possessed me to see such fucked up images. What symbolism could these suicidal children hold? All i know is it scared the shit out of me, I have been up since 5:30, I can barely talk, and my ears are ringing.