dont read this
i feel like total shit. how often does anyone anyone at all ever get to see this side of me. not very. but here it is guys. i'm just so upset. theres no one around to talk to about it.. but who am i kidding if there was i wouldnt say a word. im so sad and just crying. i'm tired of people and i'm tired of stupidity and fucking bullshit. i'm tired of trying to make people happy. right now i'm just tired.
the saddest part of all, to me, is that i have no where to sleep tonight.my pillow is in my lap and i cant sleep with my blanket. why? because my cats peed all over it and my bed. maybe i just wont sleep. whats the point when i know i will just have shitty dreams about stuff i just want to put behind me. i got my tire fixed today only to find out that some other shit is all fucked up. fuck it.
I CAN HONESTLY SAY THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT MY DAY WAS RICH.
but i will probably get a bunch of shit for that too.
the saddest part of all, to me, is that i have no where to sleep tonight.my pillow is in my lap and i cant sleep with my blanket. why? because my cats peed all over it and my bed. maybe i just wont sleep. whats the point when i know i will just have shitty dreams about stuff i just want to put behind me. i got my tire fixed today only to find out that some other shit is all fucked up. fuck it.
I CAN HONESTLY SAY THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT MY DAY WAS RICH.
but i will probably get a bunch of shit for that too.