Sorting out the past
So today I started to get my car all sorted out, I cleaned my room a bit to prepare for packing, and I read through some old messages I was sent. All in all a decent day except the last part. Reading the messages that were sent during a better part of my life only made me miss it more. I'm personally not to optimistic about the future. I know my being vague really gets to one or two of you, but I'm not comfortable talking about the plans I have and the things I may need to do. Today made me realize something though. I took for granted what may end up being the best part of my life for granted, and in doing so lost it. I dunno today has torn me up inside.