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Life confuses me. So today I drove home. It was pretty fun. I like having a car again. I need a purpose. I don't even want to wake up lately. I feel very useless in general. Stupid not having smoked or drank often enough to not feel. This is what happens when I'm not an alcholic or pothead. I tend to take good long hard looks at my life. lol Eh. I need to find a job with insurance so I can go back on mood stablizers. I've been falling apart lately. Too many stressful things, too many things that confuse me, I never know where I stand with people. I never when where I am going in life, or what I am doing. anyone with job ideas drop me a line.