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So I need to find a car. Andy's will do if I can track him down to see how much and where he got it quoted. Then I guess maybe back to my parents. I can't do this couch thing much longer. And Cole will probably forever hate me. So I guess it's becoming my parents or what ever car I get. I don't know. I'm sick of not knowing. Knowing that CJ and Lori have grown tired ofme being here, makes me feel so bad about staying here. I don't know. I'm confused. I mean damn. Turns out I'm not that good at living on my own. I've failed and have to crawl back to my parents after about three years. Thats if they take me. There are still good things. Amy makes me very happy. Keith, Andy, Lori, Cj, and Lisa are still awsome and make things fun and interesting. I work again. Which is good. No more court. Once I have a car I get my license back. I need to drive to cranston. But it won't be the first time I've driven illeagally. As confused andunhappy as I should be Amy changes all that. She keeps me sane. I love her. I don't know I'm sick of this confusion thing. I would also like a little stablity. I'm I dunno just starting to get a bit down about all these things. I hate that and the fact that I worry my friends.