Nov 03, 2007 00:04
Just had to get this out. Myspace wouldn't be appropriate since she's on it and is apparantly hoping to keep talking or something.
But anyway, I held off from replying to a couple of messages she's sent: both just seem to be baiting me for a fight which'd just drag all this bullshit out even longer.
If I can hold off from drinking and getting fucked, then I can hold off from talking to her too.
Thankfully last night I wrote a little note to myself and kept it next to my ghetto-bot laptop just incase this sorta thing happened:
And DON'T talk to her, man.
It's a form of self-harm.
Even talking to her is worse than scarring myself or carrying on down my lil alcoholic path of self-destruction ;)
So go me, victory to Steve :)