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last night i sat up and spilled out my heart to you each and every word was true all the i loves and i care about yous. i wish you could see what youve driven me to.
why cant you just take a time out and adress me liek i mean something cause im in your hands so do what you want with me ..throw me away or ask me to stay i cant stand not knowing. as you read im a mess and im soo confused because im still hoping thats theres a way i can be with you. and last night as i took care of you for 3 to 4 hrs you made it seem like it could happen and that there was a possiblitiy of us being together. basically you told me your expectionsa and i explained mine and i told you that it was somethign i wanted to do. so imagine my surprise when you told me this was something new to you. im sorry i walked out beleieve me i didnt want to but the way you just dismissed me and basically told me me to foget about it without really stopping and even sitting and atleast pretending to be interested in what i had to say. When i say i love you i mean it and i guess you can call me a retard or w/e but its how i feel. so ok maybe you dont remember our conversation but it doesnt change the way i feel i about you. i guess thats all i wanted to say .. i wanan be with you
why cant you just take a time out and adress me liek i mean something cause im in your hands so do what you want with me ..throw me away or ask me to stay i cant stand not knowing. as you read im a mess and im soo confused because im still hoping thats theres a way i can be with you. and last night as i took care of you for 3 to 4 hrs you made it seem like it could happen and that there was a possiblitiy of us being together. basically you told me your expectionsa and i explained mine and i told you that it was somethign i wanted to do. so imagine my surprise when you told me this was something new to you. im sorry i walked out beleieve me i didnt want to but the way you just dismissed me and basically told me me to foget about it without really stopping and even sitting and atleast pretending to be interested in what i had to say. When i say i love you i mean it and i guess you can call me a retard or w/e but its how i feel. so ok maybe you dont remember our conversation but it doesnt change the way i feel i about you. i guess thats all i wanted to say .. i wanan be with you