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No, everything is not okay. My head is going to implode upon itself. I had a nervous breakdown or an anxiety attack or some kind of spazzoid episode today. At work of all places. I'm overly sensitive. I'm a ball of nervous. I'm stressed. Instead of getting angry, i just...cry. And i started crying AT WORK at a truly inconvenient time. I couldn't get away from the register and I was forced to help customers while sobbing and panting. I felt like a huge jerk. I don't like losing control like that in PUBLIC. Especially at work. I don't know where I want to be. I don't know what i'm doing with myself. I just want to hibernate for a few months. My head isn't straight. Boo.