...
Dopamine, Adrenaline, Oxytocin, Vasopressin, Serotonin.
Nothing magic, and nothing tragic.
Just your own brain trying to drug and destroy you.
My current favorite thing is rolling as far away from you as I can, so that you'll have to cross the bed if you want to cuddle me up.
It's petty and insignificant, but I do it anyway.
It's my tiny rebellion. It's all the spite I can muster, this late in the game.
Every time I start to let you go...
There you are again.
You don't even want me.
I don't know why you call.
I don't know why I answer.
Except that's a lie.
I know.
I answer because that chemical cocktail's got me convinced...
Just my own brain, trying to drug and destroy...
Nothing magic, and nothing tragic.
Just your own brain trying to drug and destroy you.
My current favorite thing is rolling as far away from you as I can, so that you'll have to cross the bed if you want to cuddle me up.
It's petty and insignificant, but I do it anyway.
It's my tiny rebellion. It's all the spite I can muster, this late in the game.
Every time I start to let you go...
There you are again.
You don't even want me.
I don't know why you call.
I don't know why I answer.
Except that's a lie.
I know.
I answer because that chemical cocktail's got me convinced...
Just my own brain, trying to drug and destroy...