May 03, 2006 23:42
well i havnt been on here in forever and a day ago :\ oh well .. anywhot..
today was good i guess? tonight was deff amazing.....
worked from 8 this morning till about 638 this evening.. it was an ok day at work.. i got home sat around ate some food or i should say had a piece of pizza some milk and water and that was my dinner lol....
then yashira called and we hung out till about an hour a half ago.. thats when i got home.. anyways.. well ive been trying to tell her something .. because i seriously have and still do have seriously strong feelings for her..
well the other night we had a long talk and i almost told her that.....and she keep on trying to get me to say it when finally i was just like i dont want you to run away from me and i dont wanna lose you because you mean so much to me...
well tonight we were both extremely tired.. because i had to work all day and shes been doing cheer leading stuff she made it on the varsity cheer leading team which is freaking amaszing because its something she wants to do... so i was and still am really happy for her anywhot.. what i was trying to say is that..
tonight she asked me what it was i was trying to say but didnt want her to run away from me if i said it.. soo i was like im sure you know what it is i want to say to you i just want to make sure that i know i can say it with out havin to worry about you being distant from me afterwards.. well...
she looked at me then told me that she would like to hear it and that she knew what i was trying to say to her the other night.....
soo i Told her tonight that i loved her... yes i was nervouse but after the reaaction she gave me and response i was extremely and still am extremely happy that i have her part of my life....
she told me that she loved me and said that shes been seeing signs and hearing songs and people have been talking about these quotes that remind her of me.. and well basically we are in love and she knows that im not willing to let her go ....
hmmm i am really happy right now , but i am extremely tired soo i will go for now.. ok eveeryone? well bye for now.. good night and sweet dreams...
P.S. if i ever see any of you in person now expect me to be different because i have changed but its not bad at all :) yay !! anyways just thought id let you all know bye for now and good night...
I EFFING LOVE YASHIRA M. W. !!!!!!!!!!
Andrew Clarke Haney