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things aren't going well here at the house.
i've felt lonely recently.
especially here at my house, but sometimes at school too.
unfortunately my best friend doesn't go to my school.
i've came to the realization that i only have three true friends.
of course i'm not saying who they are because of drama getting started
but these are the only three people that have never done me wrong.
maybe i haven't known all of them all ofmy life
maybe i just now became close to them
but whatever the case these are the three people that my loyalty lies in.
so thanks, for standing by me when the rest of the world fell down.
i record saturday. i'm nervous.
there's only eight people in the competition so you would think that calms me down but it doesn't.
in a way a dread it.
i'm so used to not getting EVERYONE's focus that i'll be nervous when EVERYONE is staring/listening to me.
i'm absolutely terrified to get my wisdom teeth cut out December 28th because needles horrify me.
i went for my appointment scheduleing and talked to the surgen and such.
he seemed to be in a hurry and kinda hurried me out of the room....
had other patients to see and other things to attend to.
it hurt my feelings.
i had questions for him, i wanted to be comfortable with the surgery.
but no....he had other business to attend to and wasn't in the room with me for 3 minutes.
wtf.
sol's are next week and i don't think i'm going to pass the biology one.
my teacher and i have been getting along better so far this week.
he's still so annoying i'd rather play in traffic than attend his class
BUT
at least i haven't been sent back to the office.
i'm behaving myself.
you know, not putting my ear rings in during class or anything.
i dislike him. strongly.
i can't wait for this semester to be over with.
although my hardest classes will begin in january, i'm really looking forward to the end of this semester.
i love my 4th block class, and i like my 1st and 3rd
but i l o a t h e my 2nd.
besides, i only have one class with alex and i don't have any with aimee or casey.
i feel separated from my friends, i feel like it's dragging us apart and i don't want that.
i can't let that happen to us.
i've felt lonely recently.
especially here at my house, but sometimes at school too.
unfortunately my best friend doesn't go to my school.
i've came to the realization that i only have three true friends.
of course i'm not saying who they are because of drama getting started
but these are the only three people that have never done me wrong.
maybe i haven't known all of them all ofmy life
maybe i just now became close to them
but whatever the case these are the three people that my loyalty lies in.
so thanks, for standing by me when the rest of the world fell down.
i record saturday. i'm nervous.
there's only eight people in the competition so you would think that calms me down but it doesn't.
in a way a dread it.
i'm so used to not getting EVERYONE's focus that i'll be nervous when EVERYONE is staring/listening to me.
i'm absolutely terrified to get my wisdom teeth cut out December 28th because needles horrify me.
i went for my appointment scheduleing and talked to the surgen and such.
he seemed to be in a hurry and kinda hurried me out of the room....
had other patients to see and other things to attend to.
it hurt my feelings.
i had questions for him, i wanted to be comfortable with the surgery.
but no....he had other business to attend to and wasn't in the room with me for 3 minutes.
wtf.
sol's are next week and i don't think i'm going to pass the biology one.
my teacher and i have been getting along better so far this week.
he's still so annoying i'd rather play in traffic than attend his class
BUT
at least i haven't been sent back to the office.
i'm behaving myself.
you know, not putting my ear rings in during class or anything.
i dislike him. strongly.
i can't wait for this semester to be over with.
although my hardest classes will begin in january, i'm really looking forward to the end of this semester.
i love my 4th block class, and i like my 1st and 3rd
but i l o a t h e my 2nd.
besides, i only have one class with alex and i don't have any with aimee or casey.
i feel separated from my friends, i feel like it's dragging us apart and i don't want that.
i can't let that happen to us.