the dead walk!

Dec 07, 2004 07:46

lately I feel like a memory something someone was but was left behind and I feel as though no one cares if I live or die I choose to live because dying would mean I give up but i'm not happy and it's hard to imagine being happy anymore it's like all of a sudden everything you know is ripped away from me and i'm alone as I always knew I would be my friend tell me i'm alone because I won't talk to anyone I know this but I have trouble talking to people i'm anti-social or so I've been told. I'm dead I've always been dead. Dead to the world dead to myself. Not wanting to communicate I don't know why do I try to live when i'm just living to die.

depression is just another way of life and I choose to live that way because it's the only way I know how to live.

-Jesse Skye Graves
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