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time has flown.
And everything that life is bringing to me is comming so fast.
Since hurting my back i feel so seperated from all my friends. I havent seen anyone in AGES and i feel kindda alone. Ive been busy with work, so thats taken alot of my time and now im injured so i can hardly move. But it is breif moments when i talk to them on msn or get a phone call or i call them that makes me miss them more. Its even those friends that i think about but i havent spoken to or seen in ages. I miss my friends. I miss them all. I miss seeing them everyday. I miss being around people that just get me. That just understand me. I miss everything about my friends. Although i must admit there are people that i was friends with that i have purposly not made an effort to talk to or so such, because i need a break from them. You know when you know someone for so long that you know you would appreciate them much more if they wherent ALWAYS around. Well i think that now, since school is over, im going to be able to do that. I already appreciate my friends a whole lot more now that i cant seem them all the time. And the times that we did spend together are all that more precious!
I miss the company. Even the scilences we had, because we knew that we didnt have to speak, just the feeling of being together was enough.
I saw Liz Tran at work yesterday, and i realised how much i missed seeing her. Not many people know but she was the first friend i made at emmaus. She was the first person i spoke too. Now although we never stayed all buddy buddy we always had that friendship that we shared, a bond. We are some-what different but we still get along. Its in seeing her that i realised that i shoudl hve taken more time at school to talk to her. Shes a great girl and i do miss her jokes and company.
Its the small things about people like liz that i miss. I have so many oportunities to see people at the moment but my back is slowing me down.
And everything that life is bringing to me is comming so fast.
Since hurting my back i feel so seperated from all my friends. I havent seen anyone in AGES and i feel kindda alone. Ive been busy with work, so thats taken alot of my time and now im injured so i can hardly move. But it is breif moments when i talk to them on msn or get a phone call or i call them that makes me miss them more. Its even those friends that i think about but i havent spoken to or seen in ages. I miss my friends. I miss them all. I miss seeing them everyday. I miss being around people that just get me. That just understand me. I miss everything about my friends. Although i must admit there are people that i was friends with that i have purposly not made an effort to talk to or so such, because i need a break from them. You know when you know someone for so long that you know you would appreciate them much more if they wherent ALWAYS around. Well i think that now, since school is over, im going to be able to do that. I already appreciate my friends a whole lot more now that i cant seem them all the time. And the times that we did spend together are all that more precious!
I miss the company. Even the scilences we had, because we knew that we didnt have to speak, just the feeling of being together was enough.
I saw Liz Tran at work yesterday, and i realised how much i missed seeing her. Not many people know but she was the first friend i made at emmaus. She was the first person i spoke too. Now although we never stayed all buddy buddy we always had that friendship that we shared, a bond. We are some-what different but we still get along. Its in seeing her that i realised that i shoudl hve taken more time at school to talk to her. Shes a great girl and i do miss her jokes and company.
Its the small things about people like liz that i miss. I have so many oportunities to see people at the moment but my back is slowing me down.