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i cant help but feel neglected.
Its not what you do its more so what you dont do...and like...the way you treat me.
I wonder if its worth it.
Are hours of pain worth a few mins of pleasure?
....i wonder everyday when im in bed not wanting to get up, can i realy live my life like this again? and this time, can i live this way because of you? Someone that i though i loved, someone i though that loved me, can i really feel the pain i do because of you?
I wonder....are you worth all this suffering?
Its not what you do its more so what you dont do...and like...the way you treat me.
I wonder if its worth it.
Are hours of pain worth a few mins of pleasure?
....i wonder everyday when im in bed not wanting to get up, can i realy live my life like this again? and this time, can i live this way because of you? Someone that i though i loved, someone i though that loved me, can i really feel the pain i do because of you?
I wonder....are you worth all this suffering?