sobriety now
I walk into a bar/restaurant/anywhere with beer:
i see the options and think:
"hmmm that would be a good choice"
"oh no, i would not get the saison, no no"
"ok well the beer i would choose is $X"
" You wont even spend $X on [something sober I really want like Ghee]"
"Alright, alright, I won't get the beer..."
"I'LL JUST TAKE A WATER!"
And then I feel so much better.
But it happens every time.
i see the options and think:
"hmmm that would be a good choice"
"oh no, i would not get the saison, no no"
"ok well the beer i would choose is $X"
" You wont even spend $X on [something sober I really want like Ghee]"
"Alright, alright, I won't get the beer..."
"I'LL JUST TAKE A WATER!"
And then I feel so much better.
But it happens every time.