i dont want to sleep

[skudz0r]

i dont want to sleep
because tomorrow ill have to wake

and my dreams only replay
all of my mistakes

things i should have done and said
dont wanna go to bed
because tomorrow comes like it or not

i dont dream of things to come
which would make me optimistic
i aint hopeful, i dont have faith
cuz in my dreams i always fail
so i guess im pure pessimistic

what does it mean
to fail even in a dream
because im tired of this
same ol same ol
asleep or awake

deep in my soul
i know
i could change the world
but damn, where the hell do i start?

it always seems that im doing right
then it turns into night
and its only when the glass is almost empty
that i realize that its bed time

i hope my dreams arent premonitions
bc with this kind of fortune what good is livin?
as i feel my head heavy hit the pillow in bed
i hope and pray that maybe ill do something with my life before i end up dead