Jun 10, 2011 01:34
isnt that sad (pathetic?) ha!
everytime i think it's going well
BAM something comes along to prove me wrong keep thinking
"this's gotta be lowest of lows that ill ever see"
and i try to be determined to make that statement true
but low and behold truth be told I'm still feelin blue
when will i reach rock bottom
so i can start climbing back to the top
this kick me down to the ground shit just has got to stop
its not like im not strong that i wont rise again
but ill like to take the time t'enjoy the view insteada fighting you
Destiny is this the way you plan life out for me?
be one hardworkin tired son of a bitch basically workin for free?
what about all my dreams and goals, can you find me time for those?
i know it might take awhile, but its hard to smile when you efforts go up in smoke
have i reached rock bottom? can this falling stop?
Booze just wont wash away all the bad days if i drink til the last drop
And gettin high dont get me by, i learned hard hope dont come in dope
but im still drownin', feelin' down, and face first in the ground
life is all an attitude, and what you make of it
like it or not tomorrow comes, and life keeps movin on
but I'm getting pretty sick and tired all of this petty shit
i spent all my pay, sacrificed each an' every everyday, yet still things don't go my way
I'm askin you, what am i to do, are my good ol' days long gone?
I can't afford rock bottom. I refuse to go back there
til my agenda is filled with good days, good enough to erase these bad
i can still be sad
but