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Ok today was an ENTIRELY awesome day. i'm feeling absolutely, chipper. See how extremely happy i am? haha. I think church was an awesome start to the day. Something very pleasant happened. Very pleasant =] I've more or less given up on ever getting a reciprocal of whatever feelings i harbour but, doesn't stop me from deriving joy from all the little little things. i'm easily satisfied i guess. some times. =D I got another one of the quotable journals from auntie ayelan. this one said dance like nobody's watching, sing like no one can hear you, love like you've never been hurt before and live like theres heaven on earth. heard it before but its nice. my favourite still is just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly. but yes shut up, shut up. i'm so incredibly chipper right now.
1. CE- aced my memory verse test. =p
2. Service- God has blessed me, with you!
3. Went out with cherli. tried on a few dresses. walked around listening to truckloads of whining from that guy hahahaha (sorrrrrrry you and your tight pants lah). had LJS! =]. FINALLY caught PoA. went home. (God is good, second bus to pull up FOR ONCE is thirty six.)
so but anyway what i'm really thankful about today was altar call. it was really amazing because God truly spoke to me through the prayer. everything i'd been bothered with, fear, struggling, inadequacies. comes at a good time, its so heartening to know, that God entrusted me with the ministry and i only have to lean on His grace, not anything else but His GRACE and that is sufficient for me! its really the ultimate call for me, giving up control! and the people who know me know i thrive on security, comfort and i guess status quo. but thats not going to get me far. it is each time i've stepped back, decided to hand over the reins to Him that He has MOVED in my life. and i thank God for that. its going to be so hard but heres my motto, conquer fear and smash darkness, by the Grace of God. this faith is just, amazing.
1. CE- aced my memory verse test. =p
2. Service- God has blessed me, with you!
3. Went out with cherli. tried on a few dresses. walked around listening to truckloads of whining from that guy hahahaha (sorrrrrrry you and your tight pants lah). had LJS! =]. FINALLY caught PoA. went home. (God is good, second bus to pull up FOR ONCE is thirty six.)
so but anyway what i'm really thankful about today was altar call. it was really amazing because God truly spoke to me through the prayer. everything i'd been bothered with, fear, struggling, inadequacies. comes at a good time, its so heartening to know, that God entrusted me with the ministry and i only have to lean on His grace, not anything else but His GRACE and that is sufficient for me! its really the ultimate call for me, giving up control! and the people who know me know i thrive on security, comfort and i guess status quo. but thats not going to get me far. it is each time i've stepped back, decided to hand over the reins to Him that He has MOVED in my life. and i thank God for that. its going to be so hard but heres my motto, conquer fear and smash darkness, by the Grace of God. this faith is just, amazing.