out of reach
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
the only reason this is hurting so much is because ive self-inflicted this pain. ive always ever been the sado-masochist. deceiving myself for much too long about you. i feel cheated. how could i have convinced myself of even that glimmer of hope. non-existant. dear God, im sorry, i should have listened from the start. treasuring each hug, each word, each look, as if it was special. i am SUCH a fool.
my writings have been ever the depressive lately. my scenarios are just plain despair. ive never taken much to creative writing but ive found an outlet haha.
saturday was awfully tiring. HSSRP in the morning, lunch with cher and randy, shopping with babe <3, ldp meeting, paid in full with my girls. cool tho. babe i love you! and i want to whack u too haha.
went out with esther juzzy ahh mee (and grace) today. cool fun. but at any rate babe's the only guy i like to SHOP with. tho i still luvya juzzy and my ahh mee =]
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
the only reason this is hurting so much is because ive self-inflicted this pain. ive always ever been the sado-masochist. deceiving myself for much too long about you. i feel cheated. how could i have convinced myself of even that glimmer of hope. non-existant. dear God, im sorry, i should have listened from the start. treasuring each hug, each word, each look, as if it was special. i am SUCH a fool.
my writings have been ever the depressive lately. my scenarios are just plain despair. ive never taken much to creative writing but ive found an outlet haha.
saturday was awfully tiring. HSSRP in the morning, lunch with cher and randy, shopping with babe <3, ldp meeting, paid in full with my girls. cool tho. babe i love you! and i want to whack u too haha.
went out with esther juzzy ahh mee (and grace) today. cool fun. but at any rate babe's the only guy i like to SHOP with. tho i still luvya juzzy and my ahh mee =]