Jun 20, 2005 10:09
Ok Rose, it agitates me when a pointless fight can't seem to find an end, and even more so when I see its not really important and try to walk away from it but you assume that I'm walking away from you which isn't the case, ever. But I understand that I put alot of stress on things, and if I were more considerate most of the nonsense wouldn't be an issue, but not every argument has to be the end of the world. Especially when you know we're going to be right back close as ever tomorrow, or later that day, or after a few minutes. Usually I say fuck it because I see what you mean but it isn't possible for me to admit I'm wrong when tempers are flaring, so I figure alittle cool off time is needed on both sides. Not goodbye or 'a break', just enough distance for both sides to relax a bit so that when we do speak again it isn't a bunch of 'fuck you's and so on. I'm not one for backing down when things get heated and neither are you, so I go find something else to do until I calm down. Thats all it is. I think we should stop being mad at eachother now because I'm so wonderful.
I love you.