procrastination
my 3 papers for latin american history are due before 10 this morning
and i haven't started yet
i can´t think
summer is so close i can feel it
today was my last day at the library and i somehow didn't cry
maybe because i know i'll be back there in september
barbara gave me a gift card to pure pop (part of which i used on franz ferdinand)
she is so amazing. she reminds me of moom
the excitement of going to portland is so intense
i have never
1. been on vacation
2. been on a plane
3. been so excited for anything
okay . . . except maybe before the mars volta
the first thing i want to do is get to the ocean
any way i can
and just run into the water and cry
two salt waters mixing
and laugh through chattering teeth
while my fingers dig into the sand
til it scrapes beneath my fingernails
and just sink into the spray until i freeze
i miss the ocean so much
it seems like i would have been too young to be affected by moving from ca
but every day for 15 years i've felt like something is missing
and when i imagine the waves sweeping over me
it is perfection
the only two thoughts that make me feel whole
are being in the ocean
and being in new york
right now they are still just dreams
but soon it will be
1 down
1 to go
knock on wood knock knock knock
<3 mtt
p.s. reasons why i love mom:
she is my best friend
she still cuts my hair
she likes to listen to my weird rants
she has awesome taste in music (even though she doesn't like le tigre)haha
she raised me right, damn it
thank you moomer. <33333333
i can't wait to go home
and i haven't started yet
i can´t think
summer is so close i can feel it
today was my last day at the library and i somehow didn't cry
maybe because i know i'll be back there in september
barbara gave me a gift card to pure pop (part of which i used on franz ferdinand)
she is so amazing. she reminds me of moom
the excitement of going to portland is so intense
i have never
1. been on vacation
2. been on a plane
3. been so excited for anything
okay . . . except maybe before the mars volta
the first thing i want to do is get to the ocean
any way i can
and just run into the water and cry
two salt waters mixing
and laugh through chattering teeth
while my fingers dig into the sand
til it scrapes beneath my fingernails
and just sink into the spray until i freeze
i miss the ocean so much
it seems like i would have been too young to be affected by moving from ca
but every day for 15 years i've felt like something is missing
and when i imagine the waves sweeping over me
it is perfection
the only two thoughts that make me feel whole
are being in the ocean
and being in new york
right now they are still just dreams
but soon it will be
1 down
1 to go
knock on wood knock knock knock
<3 mtt
p.s. reasons why i love mom:
she is my best friend
she still cuts my hair
she likes to listen to my weird rants
she has awesome taste in music (even though she doesn't like le tigre)haha
she raised me right, damn it
thank you moomer. <33333333
i can't wait to go home