unparalleled busyness
Rwarrrrrrrrr.
Feeling a lot of anxiety/ stress/ general-negative-feelings. When I am supposed to at least make use of this little little time I have to attempt my lab report!
Its sort of self-causing actually. like the desire to make my final year more fulfilling (and hence joining a MILLION activities). and suddenly finding myself toooooo strapped for time.
But its err... too late.
What really added to the blues was this week's labs. Somehow felt superrrrrrr afraid that the lithal would just BLOW UP (either mine or those around me) and spent my first day in lab in extreme fear! Realised a chemist's life is quite err, dangerous. Then the stupidest thing happened on the second day, and my product is crap. meaning i would have to redo the lab (or hand in a super low-yield and WRONG COLOUR product) and no time to do the lab report that is due monday.
faints. Life now is almost as busy as year 1 major event period, like go to school, busy till late at night, reach home sleep, next day morning go to school, repeat the whole cycle. Only difference is, there was hardly any work due in year 1, and i have like... tonnes now. And its sort of the responsibility of a final year student to hand in quality work isn't it?
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Feeling a lot of anxiety/ stress/ general-negative-feelings. When I am supposed to at least make use of this little little time I have to attempt my lab report!
Its sort of self-causing actually. like the desire to make my final year more fulfilling (and hence joining a MILLION activities). and suddenly finding myself toooooo strapped for time.
But its err... too late.
What really added to the blues was this week's labs. Somehow felt superrrrrrr afraid that the lithal would just BLOW UP (either mine or those around me) and spent my first day in lab in extreme fear! Realised a chemist's life is quite err, dangerous. Then the stupidest thing happened on the second day, and my product is crap. meaning i would have to redo the lab (or hand in a super low-yield and WRONG COLOUR product) and no time to do the lab report that is due monday.
faints. Life now is almost as busy as year 1 major event period, like go to school, busy till late at night, reach home sleep, next day morning go to school, repeat the whole cycle. Only difference is, there was hardly any work due in year 1, and i have like... tonnes now. And its sort of the responsibility of a final year student to hand in quality work isn't it?
=/