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i just wrote a very long update. but i deleted it becase i figure most of you and roxys friends will just talk alot of shit about me and tell roxy how i dont deserve her and all that so im not going to put all that stuff online. i apologize to any and everyone i have made angry or insulted except kristen. i dont want to sound in any way a dick about it but i dont want to hear a mexican tell the only girl i care about to forget about me just as im sure most of you and her friends have. but all i want is another chance because i dont want to be alone and i have allready made a bad move not only with you but with myslef and i dont want to be with out you and i really dont care what any of you think but all i ask is to have one more chance to fix things and to correct myself. and again to all of you i have insulted made fun of or anything like that im osrry and its ok if you dont forgive me but i just dont want to be hated right now because im tired of being hated and now i have no one to love and no one loves me and im typeing another long update like i said i wouldnt but oh well. but now im going to try and go through a list of things i have to apologize about
1) roxy im sorry i have been a dick to you and havent treated you the way you deserve to be treated all the time.
2)im sorry to you mike d. for calling you a kike and making fun of you
3)im sorry jill i made fun of you along time ago right before you and jake broke up
4)im sorry sam i was a dick that day you called me bi polar and i i started being a dick and walked you up against the wall
5)lissy im sorry i always called you fat and a whore and im sorry for destroying some of your stuff
6)im sorry toni for making fun of you alot and for ruingin our friendship
7) christina im sorry i called you some names online when you talked shit online(although i think it was mike but on your lj name)
8)sorry to greg who probably cant read this for treating you like shit although i never actually treated you not as a friend but i never was nice to you
9)im sorry to you fat kid i saw on a bike yesterday and mad fun of you because you and your friends were talking shit. i know i didnt start it but i should make fun of you because your alot younger than me
10)im sorry to matt when i called you a pussy when i was biking home and for always being a dick around you
11)im sorry luara for going out with your best friend(only because i dont think you want her to go out with me...or to go back out with me)
12)im sorry colleen for always making fun of you and for always starting shit with you
13)im sorry r.j. for talking shit to you online
14)im sorry to any of you who i dont know that i talked shit to online because you were makeing fun of roxy or saying she dosent have hips like fuck when we all know she does
15)sorry devin for taking roxy away from you when you guys were going out
16)sorry to joe for going out with roxy instead of you going out with her away from you
17)sorry tiffany for always calling you dobby and making fun of you
18)sorry harley for when i sometimes ignore you
19)sorry kristen for always calling you mexican but i dont forgive you for telling roxy to forget about me
20)sorry sasha i stopped talking to you
21)sorry max i made fun of your flyer
22)sorry to all of you i dont know that i have mad fun of anf sorry to all fo you i have forgot about but i could only think of recent acts of me being a dick.
um thats all i can think of right now i know i dont deserve another chance with roxy but with all my love i really really want to fix things and i swear on my life i wont fuck it up all i ask is one more chance and thats it i learned the hard way and im so sorry just please give me a chance and i can swear i wont be a dick anymore. not to you or any body i have named unless of course they start shit but i swear i wont mess things up so please give me and chance and if you dont want to will you please think twice....i dont think your friends will want to agree with me but i swear on my life to you i wont mess it up "i want to be yours pretty baby yours and yours alone" this is really hard on my and im so sorry and i know i was a dick before and i know i always started arguments but i promise i wont and if we do it wont be all the time or once a week and im not saying that like i plan on starting arguements its only if like whatever happens all i want is for another chance its been a 9 moth relationship and i want to keep it going ill do anything to fix it just please give me a chance.
and again sorry to all of you.
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1) roxy im sorry i have been a dick to you and havent treated you the way you deserve to be treated all the time.
2)im sorry to you mike d. for calling you a kike and making fun of you
3)im sorry jill i made fun of you along time ago right before you and jake broke up
4)im sorry sam i was a dick that day you called me bi polar and i i started being a dick and walked you up against the wall
5)lissy im sorry i always called you fat and a whore and im sorry for destroying some of your stuff
6)im sorry toni for making fun of you alot and for ruingin our friendship
7) christina im sorry i called you some names online when you talked shit online(although i think it was mike but on your lj name)
8)sorry to greg who probably cant read this for treating you like shit although i never actually treated you not as a friend but i never was nice to you
9)im sorry to you fat kid i saw on a bike yesterday and mad fun of you because you and your friends were talking shit. i know i didnt start it but i should make fun of you because your alot younger than me
10)im sorry to matt when i called you a pussy when i was biking home and for always being a dick around you
11)im sorry luara for going out with your best friend(only because i dont think you want her to go out with me...or to go back out with me)
12)im sorry colleen for always making fun of you and for always starting shit with you
13)im sorry r.j. for talking shit to you online
14)im sorry to any of you who i dont know that i talked shit to online because you were makeing fun of roxy or saying she dosent have hips like fuck when we all know she does
15)sorry devin for taking roxy away from you when you guys were going out
16)sorry to joe for going out with roxy instead of you going out with her away from you
17)sorry tiffany for always calling you dobby and making fun of you
18)sorry harley for when i sometimes ignore you
19)sorry kristen for always calling you mexican but i dont forgive you for telling roxy to forget about me
20)sorry sasha i stopped talking to you
21)sorry max i made fun of your flyer
22)sorry to all of you i dont know that i have mad fun of anf sorry to all fo you i have forgot about but i could only think of recent acts of me being a dick.
um thats all i can think of right now i know i dont deserve another chance with roxy but with all my love i really really want to fix things and i swear on my life i wont fuck it up all i ask is one more chance and thats it i learned the hard way and im so sorry just please give me a chance and i can swear i wont be a dick anymore. not to you or any body i have named unless of course they start shit but i swear i wont mess things up so please give me and chance and if you dont want to will you please think twice....i dont think your friends will want to agree with me but i swear on my life to you i wont mess it up "i want to be yours pretty baby yours and yours alone" this is really hard on my and im so sorry and i know i was a dick before and i know i always started arguments but i promise i wont and if we do it wont be all the time or once a week and im not saying that like i plan on starting arguements its only if like whatever happens all i want is for another chance its been a 9 moth relationship and i want to keep it going ill do anything to fix it just please give me a chance.
and again sorry to all of you.
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