Jul 16, 2005 18:58
ok, not enough said....
i havent updated in like forver (besides like 5 min ago haha) im currently freezing and partially wet from rain and i just finished watchingth worst attepted horror movie of my life, by myself. my head is confused about some stuff i have to sort out. i think i hate myspace cuz it helps stupid low life teens whore it up with eachother and exchange drugs and cigarettes. today i rained alot, and i kno it sounds dumb but i think my emotions are like tied to the weather czu when it rains and the sky gets grey always get really depressed.
also when it like dark, clear, perfect warm summer night temperature . i get realy calm and happy.
i swear there is like endorphines in the summer night sky.
anyways, during the day i felt alright because i was surounde by people and ususllly people make me happy, but when it rains i dont like being alone. cuz when im alone i think of rain thoughts and rain thoughts aren't thoughts i like to have when im alone.
Karissa's Rain Thoughts
~i miss arielle..alot
~i miss deanna too
~im in love with anthony greene and so is half of the world
~im cold
~rain makes my frizzy hair frizzier
~im wasting away my summer and i still ahvnt even talked t half of my friends
~those half of my friends arent really my true friends
~i need to make new friends
~i cant go to warped tour
~i bid myself poor on ebay
~everyone puts their away message up
~im never going to write a book
~im nver going to make a movie
~im bever going to be in a movie
~im never going to meet johny depp
~im never going to be in a movie with johny depp
~im always going to have brown eyes and they are never going to turn green like they should
~ken has no penis, how can him and barbie make babies?
~people have sex way too young
~people live on front porched and swing life away
~im not polish, i can never be polish princes 2006, and thre are to many pretty italian girls to win italian princess 2006
~britt is moving next year farther away
~britt is dating a fat man 10 years older than her
~britt really loves a skinny young boy who will never love her
~britt is willing to setle for a fat old man
~i worry about everyon's love life but my own
~im going to die a virgin
~im going to die fat
~im going to die a fat virgin
the band picnic weekend thing was cancelledand im sad cuz i was excited to get away from this house or a few days, but of course the stupid dmn rain had to come and screw up everything and scrw me over againn. im cold.