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Its been 2 years since megan passed away. Its a shame what had happend to her. I remember the last weeks of senior year. Our group of friends came toghether because we were in the same english class, myself, rufo, megan and kelly. We had that party at her house cuz the house I'm living in now was being renevated but chill to party. Turned out my house had no floors so we moved it to megans. That was the first night I got drunk, drop-dead drunk. We had a poster showing how many shots we did and they were legit. I stopped at 11 shots, 1/3 of a 1/5 of captain mo and a thing of jack and coke. Zack had the highest with 21, also had a guiness, 2/3s of a i think a 1/5 of captain mo and a thing of gin and juice.
RIP Megan
One of the most memorable nights of my life. We were graduating, we were pretty much done. Who cared what happend that night. After that night, we went back to our normal behavior. We didn't go out and keep partying, we just hung out. We had our night of fun and didnt want to further stereotype of being stupid seniors. From what I can gather, megan was on her way to VA beach to see the guys down there for senior week. I wasn't allowed to go cuz well, I wasnt "cool" enough. Well anyway, i believe an ambulance was comming down 95 south and she pulled over to the side and the guy behind her didnt and rammed into her back, sending her flying through the windshield. Kelly, who was in the car was put into ICU for about 3 weeks. She came out fine from that.
Life is precious. I can't live my life to the fullest because I can't do it alone. I need someone by my side. I've done what I wanted to do up to this point. The only regret I have is that I have very poor friend choice. Look at me, I hang out with eric and brian, thats the extent of my summer friends. Of course theres simon, but hes family, though, he does call me up from time to time to go hit some balls on the range. We relax, bullshit and just zone out. There are others, but I don't want to single them out because they either have work, significant others and obligations so its definately not their fault. As I lie in bed, thinking about what I'm doing tomorrow, because I've got no one to hang out with till like friday or saturday. I'll be hanging out with eric, what a suprise. But I think I'll go to philly, have lunch by myself, head over to the nail shop, walk the same south street I've walked alone tons of times, head home, play xbox, hit up my laptop, blog and sleep. Its really a shame that not even my college friends, that work the 9-5 even give me a call when theyre only a matter of minutes away. I'm not looking to go see a movie, I'm not looking for the best time of my life. I just want to sit, chill, talk, watch tv, don't even care what we're doing so long as I'm not sitting in my room playing madden07'. Live life to the fullest, I want to, but I can't find the people to enjoy life with.
RIP Megan
One of the most memorable nights of my life. We were graduating, we were pretty much done. Who cared what happend that night. After that night, we went back to our normal behavior. We didn't go out and keep partying, we just hung out. We had our night of fun and didnt want to further stereotype of being stupid seniors. From what I can gather, megan was on her way to VA beach to see the guys down there for senior week. I wasn't allowed to go cuz well, I wasnt "cool" enough. Well anyway, i believe an ambulance was comming down 95 south and she pulled over to the side and the guy behind her didnt and rammed into her back, sending her flying through the windshield. Kelly, who was in the car was put into ICU for about 3 weeks. She came out fine from that.
Life is precious. I can't live my life to the fullest because I can't do it alone. I need someone by my side. I've done what I wanted to do up to this point. The only regret I have is that I have very poor friend choice. Look at me, I hang out with eric and brian, thats the extent of my summer friends. Of course theres simon, but hes family, though, he does call me up from time to time to go hit some balls on the range. We relax, bullshit and just zone out. There are others, but I don't want to single them out because they either have work, significant others and obligations so its definately not their fault. As I lie in bed, thinking about what I'm doing tomorrow, because I've got no one to hang out with till like friday or saturday. I'll be hanging out with eric, what a suprise. But I think I'll go to philly, have lunch by myself, head over to the nail shop, walk the same south street I've walked alone tons of times, head home, play xbox, hit up my laptop, blog and sleep. Its really a shame that not even my college friends, that work the 9-5 even give me a call when theyre only a matter of minutes away. I'm not looking to go see a movie, I'm not looking for the best time of my life. I just want to sit, chill, talk, watch tv, don't even care what we're doing so long as I'm not sitting in my room playing madden07'. Live life to the fullest, I want to, but I can't find the people to enjoy life with.