Oct 02, 2006 00:48
Back from the Matt Wertz concert which is always a blast and a half. Theres a new artist I enjoy. Rob Blackledge, hes kinda like jason mraz but with a piano and a lil more country/tennesee twang.
After turning 19, things havent been lookin up. A list of my mishaps and misfortunes:
My party got busted cuz someone snitched on us.
I liked a girl in school who I saw alot, we talked and hung out alot and all of a sudden, she wont even look at me.
Fucked up another friend relationship.
Got into a car accident.
Not driving for the next 3 weeks which is harsh to me.
Friends grandma who I know and very dear to has a week to live.
I'm broke as shit cuz of the car.
Failed a couple tests on a count of the classes are impossible. I couldnt even cheat off the people around me cuz their tests were blank.
Fucked up another friend relationship, again.
Thats pretty much things in like 2 weeks. I thought things were supposed to get better but I guess not. The concert took my mind off of things and set me back on somewhat of a normal mood. I wanna be closer with someone but shes soo far away. She keeps my mind fresh and myself on my toes. That last sentence might of not made sense. My mind has been in a complete fog. Things aren't lookin up but its getting cold, and thats my kinda weather. The dark and dreary actually makes me happy. I cant wait for the semester to be over so I can spend some quality time with some certain someones over winterbreak. Mainly like 2 or 3 people actually. I've got a month to just sit back and relax in the house with no worries. Well, some small worries like Justin spending 45 minutes in my bathroom and stinking up the downstairs. Theres a lot of shit in my mind and I dunno how to get it off my chest without screaming at someone.