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my confidence is at an all time low. lately i've just been an emotional and nervous wreck and i'm getting upset (see: usually overreacting) about weird things. i feel bad for Nat because she has to put up with me being emotionally retarded. its also unnerving because, as you may know, this is TOTALLY unlike me. i'm really hoping this is some weird form of winter depression... because quite frankly this fucking sucks.