Lollipop girl is still in my head and I want her out!
I had a dream ... just then between 9am and 10am (cause i went back to sleep) ... about lollipop girl. I hate it how i cant get her out of my head.
In the dream, she was wanting us to be friends and hang out again and saying something about hugging and holding hands being ok ... then i asked her something about "what if i fall in love with you then" and something about her husband. I vaugely remember something about a arts and crafts thing she wanted to go to, and i mentioned my nan would love to come to it, and commented that it was my mum's mum as my other nan had passed away (which was in like 1994).
Another weird thing is I was talking to her on the fone, but it was too noisy, so i went somewhere quieter, i ended up in an orange orchid, and i was sitting under a tree and some idiot shook the tree. I was hit on the head with several large oranges but for *some* reason i was wearing a safety hat. *weird*. I vaugely remember by the end of our conversation it was as tho we were in the same place.
I guess i just wish i had my crystal ball to see if she'll ever end up contacting me again, or if she'll stick to her cold-heartless-bitch routine.
Gah! I don't know what is healthier. Admitting to this stuff or just keep it inside me and forgetting about it.
In the dream, she was wanting us to be friends and hang out again and saying something about hugging and holding hands being ok ... then i asked her something about "what if i fall in love with you then" and something about her husband. I vaugely remember something about a arts and crafts thing she wanted to go to, and i mentioned my nan would love to come to it, and commented that it was my mum's mum as my other nan had passed away (which was in like 1994).
Another weird thing is I was talking to her on the fone, but it was too noisy, so i went somewhere quieter, i ended up in an orange orchid, and i was sitting under a tree and some idiot shook the tree. I was hit on the head with several large oranges but for *some* reason i was wearing a safety hat. *weird*. I vaugely remember by the end of our conversation it was as tho we were in the same place.
I guess i just wish i had my crystal ball to see if she'll ever end up contacting me again, or if she'll stick to her cold-heartless-bitch routine.
Gah! I don't know what is healthier. Admitting to this stuff or just keep it inside me and forgetting about it.