Magic Eight Ball...
It is so much harder now than ever before. The thought of possibly being over you overcomes me with fear. The sense of security that was present in your arms is fading away. The taste of your kiss no longer lingers on my lips. I am alone now. I have nothing except the memories of you and the happiness you provided for me. But I have realized that you can't put your arms around a memory. You always seemed to find some way to amaze me. There is no doubt that you kept me from going crazy. When you walked away the last time you took my sanity with you, my hope, my dreams, and my heart. Don’t worry, I will be okay. As soon as I realize that someone else will come along. The wait is what will kill me, but I am used to that. I waited for you, but I can not wait forever. I wonder if I ever really cared for you as much as I acted. I know that I did, possibly for the wrong reasons, but never the less the feelings were there, and they were strong. Maybe I was just addicted to the pain. The pain of wanting something so beautiful, so unattainable, yet you were always right there. It was like I had you, right there in my arms, but I knew that it wasn't right. I was aware that the next day everything would go back to normal. I would be left with nothing, and have to deal with the heartache all over again. I am proud to be able to say that I have broken your code, I know your plan. And I won't fall for it any longer. I suppose that this is really goodbye...