update

Jun 22, 2005 15:48

playing cards.
baby harry.
nikki.
nikki's family.
weed.
coffe been.
christmas bear.
big jon.
kelly.
king tut was awsome.
lots of eating.
cleaning my room.
trying to find my self agin.
remaining lost.
missing girl in slymar.
wanting moree tattoos.

theres ben some good time and theres ben the bad in the past few weeks..
my life dosent seem to be going anywere rite now it feels like i';m stuck..
trying to figure my self out and picking things about me to let go is hard, i split my self into 2 and i'm not to sure if i wana let go of my other half but just keeping the one half i'm liveing rite now seems more easyier to do and still i feel the other half re forming and trying to beak free agin...i need to figure my self out and make sure the desicions i make are the rite ones.......there are bad ppl in my life n there are good ppl in my life and why dose it seem i wana hang with the bad ones...the good ones are good ppl but they dont understand...well the whole point of this update is figureing out who you are is hella hard and maybe imposible......i wana draw...later
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