sadness,tears,confusion

May 13, 2005 00:09

the nite shouldnt have happend the way it did
there should have ben lafter,danceing,singing along to MC Chris
and seeing,hugging and kissing girl
but no.

it started off fine my friends and I were all pumped up to see MC Cris
and me extra excited to see my g/f
we get to the show i see girl i get all happy i sit next to her put my arms around her
friend tells me "oh you can stay here i'll go get a ticket for you".
i'm sitting there holding my g/f giveing her lots of kisses( i was very happy to see girl i missed her alot).
time gose by and my friends still havent returnd so i call up there cell...
turns out the show is sold out and my friends snuck in and they didnt even tell me.
prety bumbed thinking i wont get to see the show....girl trys to help me find away to sneek in we tryed n tryed but no luck..( i was prety bumbed out i wasnt gona see the show and pissed off at my friends for not comeing to get me when they were gona sneak in).
next thing i know girl is getting mad and i'm being called a fucking jerk(all of that hurt me prety bad)
then girl walks off...i'm left confused hurt and sad....friends having good time.......i go around the cornner sit n the dark and start to tear up.
after awhile i start walking around and sat down with a homelss person wearing a red sweater.
me and the homeless person start talking for awhile we talked about god.....he tell me he loves me and i tell him thank you..you seem to be the only person that dose rite now....and i give him all my smokes.
friends final come out giveing off hint that there mad cuz i made them miss mc chris....i remain quiet and now i'm hear tearing up....i wasnt trying to be a jerk..you hurt me ya know....
i'm just gona sleep for the next few days....no one wants me around any ways
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