Where do I go from here?
I don't understand life. Things seem to go right for a change, then BAM! BOOM! WOOSH! The ground leaps out from under me and I fall into the fire.
So I talk to Jessy this morning... Should have waited till I saw her. We talk and then she tells me that she doesn't believe being in a relationship with me right now is what is best. Desparation... confusion, terrifeid, lost... anger. What more can I say? I don't know what else to say. All I can do is trust that everything will be okay. If this is what she needs to do, then fine, do it. Don't expect me to jusmp for joy. The only thing I can jump for joy about is that we are still able to hang out. If nothing else, that is comforting. I made her a promise. And that ring won't ever leave my hand till she rips off my finger.
So I talk to Jessy this morning... Should have waited till I saw her. We talk and then she tells me that she doesn't believe being in a relationship with me right now is what is best. Desparation... confusion, terrifeid, lost... anger. What more can I say? I don't know what else to say. All I can do is trust that everything will be okay. If this is what she needs to do, then fine, do it. Don't expect me to jusmp for joy. The only thing I can jump for joy about is that we are still able to hang out. If nothing else, that is comforting. I made her a promise. And that ring won't ever leave my hand till she rips off my finger.